Got a habit now
What started as here and there
Is daily now
And i know that it isnt fair
But im flying now
Yeah im flying now
Im a pilot now
But im not that good with machines
Cuz my aeroplane
Its falling apart at the seems
Think im coming down
Yeah im coming down
Im erasing the part thats painful
Im leaving it out on the table
Whenever i drink i forget to think
I just push and push til i reach the brink
Im spitting out a mouthful
With no thought to what is tasteful
Im sorry it took alcohol
For me to finally say it all